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Tuesday, February 20, 2007
6:15 PM
he call e shots. it was him who said he didnt wan a frien relationship. den suddenly he change his mind n sae he wanted b friens with me.wad e hell.freak lahs him.he tink he's king arhs.plae finish me le den throw me away.if i ever find out he's doin such tings to other girls , i make sure i skin him alive.my blood is boilin le lolx.n i pity his gf siah.macham idiot duno aniting.sum guys r just freakin bastards. onli wanna go ard playin with other ppl's feelings.i hate such guys.i condemn them.they will have their retribution. may XU WEN HAO have his retribution soon.
Sunday, February 18, 2007
8:49 PM
happi chin new year to all my beloved friens out dere =)
may this new year b a better one
I LOVE MY COUSINS. they are so cute. and fun. yesterdae at ah ma hse , these 2 little cousins of mine were like talkin abt GIRLFRIENS. they are onli 5 and 6 yrs old onli and they claimed that they alreadi have girlfriens !!!! wow. n they keep tellin me tt their daddies have girlfriens outside too =x haha wad e. i didnt noe how to react when they told me tt. aniwae i have new names le. my cousins call me either macaroni jie jie or nugget ji jie. lols wadever. as long as they happy can le =)
i feel he doesnt lovE me as much as he used to before le.
or in fact shd i sae tt dere's a possiblity tt he didnt love me at all.
last nite i felt so awkward when he open e red packets tt he collected from visitin his gf relatives in front of me.
his gf mother gave him $102. he was like so shocked. i didnt noe how to react either.
when i left his hse dis morn , he didnt give me a hug nor a kiss. i feel so unneccessary.
i felt so empty when i reach home.
mayb becoz he's always not ard.
i cant get to see him often n even when he's back , he's always either with friens or family.
mayb tts e reason why i cant let go.
coz i haben get enuff of him.
i m a easily jealouse n over sensitive person.
mayb i shd change.
its easier to change my own character den tryin to change sumone else.
or mayb i shd just stop tryin to force tings n let nature take its course.
i just hope he will b as nice as how others treat me.
i wont expect much animore.
i just wan his <3>
Friday, February 09, 2007
7:52 AM
met up with doro 2dae. so =) since i haben met her for like 1 month or so le. miss her so much. as usual we went shoppin again ! haha waited for her like bt 30 mins at clementi. kns. made me dis qiang jing xiao jie wait so long. den headed to far east. hmmm we walked far east for 3 hrs wors. mai siaO siaO. lols. n i bought a new top. well , she bought many stuuffs. 2 tops n 1 belt i tink. aft tt den go paragon. omg omg i just checked out my new work place N DERES a cute guy dere too. hahah lookin forward to attachment le =p summore the GUESS shop dere got another cute guy. we didnt noe paragon was so full of cute guys! haha. i love doro to bits =)*if he realli stop contactin me i wont noe wad to do. doro saes i shd just heck care abt him. in fact she's not e 1st person to sae tt le. but i bu she de. hais. i wish he nv appear in my life.*
Thursday, February 08, 2007
5:53 PM
7th jan 2007 =)
EXAMS OVER ! yippee so happy =) no more books. went out with a frien durin evenin to eat dinner. watch e movie Miss Potter too. it was a lame movie. we bo bian den watch de. the whole show was abt this woman called Miss Potter drawin bunnys n publishin bunny books.
haha aft tt went marian sq wait for alan finish work. darts. he bluff me sae wad 10pm end work. i waited until like 10 30 den he finish everytin. summore the 1st ting he said to me was " u grow fat liaos. arms flabby. " wad e !!! aniwae we went to this gay pub called oso bAR with his friens. quite fun siah. played those games with his friens. lose de must drink n drink. i didnt drink much though coz i was careful not to lose ! hahaha. n i realise the guys at the gay pub can sing better den me by a 1000 times ! their voice v high pitch. omg omg. i was like so damm shock when i hear a guy sing jolin's song. n summore is sing until v v nice. i swear. demoralised =x
8th jan 2007 =)
2dae is pool cum shoppin dae with law n 197 harugay. lols. harugay waited for me like duno how long at jE station. tink i got to change my bad habit of bein late le !! hahaha aft tt we headed down to bugis to meet law who was late too =)
went off to poolfusion 3. lols. i made a fool dere by tryin to perform a trick which mushroom head showed me. haha. n i have 3 kids in total - judy , mushroom n horsey. coz they call me mar mar which sounded like mother in chin. haha. aft pool went shoppin. law bought alot of tings. i bought a new pair of shoes. harugay decided tt there was no gay items for him to buy =x lols kiddin.
oh n bugis mac got this indian cleaner damm wad de. kp wanna clear away our food. keep comin over n ask us if he can take away our trays anot. summore when we left he open door for us. so was he tryin to chase us out of mac asap or was he tryin to show good service. lols ok wadever. i dun like it aniwae =p
wooooo i'm here to update sumtin interestin. a mni 2 person fight occured at poolfusion 2 on 31st jan 2007 ! 1 ah beng frien of mine slapped another talkative frien of mine. lols. haha. ehs actualli i kinda find it abit funny =x aniwae in e end they also ok liaos !
nowadaes v sians. all i do is study study study. aniwae aft exams i will change my blog skin le. coz i visit other ppl blog all so nice den mine is like so plain n simple. v paiseh lolx. so better go update it into nicer ones haha.
Monday, January 29, 2007
9:06 PM
he cant make a decision. i knew it.
Wen Hao says:
no
Wen Hao says:
is i cant jus break my gf heart like tt n leave her
Wen Hao says:
still feel for her
Wen Hao says:
then for u my feelings oso developing le.
Wen Hao says:
so i dunno who to choose..
Wen Hao says:
n very selfish i wan to have u with me too
Wen Hao says:
can be part time?
Wen Hao says:
i dun wan friend relationship
ok can sumone pls teach me wad i'm supposed to do mahs. i'm realli confused. i still like him alot de. but if we cont being like this, den wad will be e end result? wHo is he goin to b with at e end of e dae? if its his gf, den wad abt me lehs! arghhhhhhhhhh. hais.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
6:40 PM
i hate it when pple lie to me. esp those tt means alot to me. aniwae i would b givin him a month's time to decide who he wanna b with. i noe i m stoopid. everione saes i shdnt give him ani chance liaos BUT i realli wan b with him. so .... lets just wait for a month n see how bahs. meanwhile i wouldnt b treatin him so nice le.thans my beloved judy for bein dere for me. seein her will make u smile coz her actions always abit dumb dumb de. oh n actualli must thans kenneth also. although he's very irritatin , but hmm he can b quite a gd buddy also. too bad he always talk so much. if not i can still consider lettin him be my gd buddy =) la la la 2dae is a new dae. stay happy !
